Written by Dan Dean, Tony Wood, and Don Pythress
[Performed by Phillips, Craig, and Dean]. On Breathe In [CD]. Fair Trade Services 2011 Songs from Exit 71/Sony/ ATV Cross Keys Publishing (admin by Sony/ATV Tunes LLC)
[Performed by Phillips, Craig, and Dean]. On Breathe In [CD]. Fair Trade Services 2011 Songs from Exit 71/Sony/ ATV Cross Keys Publishing (admin by Sony/ATV Tunes LLC)
Ever feel like a song was written specifically for you? When listening to their new CD, I found myself thinking back to my dad's heart attack and how I felt and all the questions, I had, so I decided to write down what I was thinking. If someone reads this who doesn't know me, Bill is one of my two brothers, Sabrina and Karlee are two of my three sisters, and Karen is a co-worker
It didn't take long for my whole
world to change
On 10/15/09, when it was time for lunch I went to Target with
Karen.
One phone call now life will never
be the same
I had just walked into Target and
Bill called. I ignored, he would call back if it was important. He immediately called again. I knew something
was wrong.
It's like I'm watching my whole
world go dark
“Dad collapsed!," Bill cried. I told
Karen we need to go, and asked her if she could drive
Nothing makes much sense
What happened? Mom called, dad collapsed, she is following the ambulance, they pulled off the highway. His heart stopped beating, they got him back, this happened several times.
What happened? Mom called, dad collapsed, she is following the ambulance, they pulled off the highway. His heart stopped beating, they got him back, this happened several times.
But still with all my heart
My heart was hurting
Chorus
I Choose to believe
My heart was hurting
Chorus
I Choose to believe
“We pray and believe”, said Sabrina
And never give up hope
He can’t die, how will we go on
He can’t die, how will we go on
God is good
All the time
He's in control,
If it is your will to take my father, please make sure you
take care of my mom
I'll keep the faith,
But I really want my dad to stay here
I trust in His way,
I know your way is best even if it hurts us, we will be ok
Even when His face is hard to see,
Where are you? Why has this happened?
I choose to believe,
“We pray and believe”, said Sabrina
Verse 2
It's easy to believe when everything goes our way
It's easy to believe when everything goes our way
Did I pray today? No
Did I read my bible today? No
But we are all gonna go threw fire
to test our faith,
or a blazing inferno, I can't imagine how mom, Bill and Karlee felt as they watched the ER doctors
Life hurts so much that we can
hardly breathe,
Will he live or will he die, why
isn’t he waking up? Are you keeping him
asleep on purpose? Yes When will you
stop? When we can take the breathing
tube out. When will that be? We don’t know
We're begging to know why,
God, if you are
going to take him then do it now, don’t let him suffer, if he get’s to stay,
please let him wake up
But it's such a mystery
The doctors don’t understand how he’s still alive
Chorus
I Choose to believe
I Choose to believe
“We pray and believe”, said Sabrina
And never give up hope
He can’t die, not until I can say Goodbye
He can’t die, not until I can say Goodbye
God is good
All the time
He's in control,
If it is your will to take my father, please make sure you
take care of my mom
I'll keep the faith,
But I really want my dad to stay here
I trust in His way,
I know your way is best even if it hurts us, we will be ok
Even when His face is hard to see,
Where are you? Why has this happened?
I choose to believe
“We pray and believe”, said Sabrina
Even when my world is shaken
“We pray and believe”, said Sabrina
Even when my world is shaken
The ER doctor told my mom, “ He has a spot on his lung, it’s
cancer, and he will die”
Even when my heart is breaking
He has only one artery working and even it is partially
blocked
Even when it seems He's taken so
long
Daddy, please wake up! If you can hear me, it’s ok to go home, we
can take care of mom, but I would really like you to stay
Chorus
I Choose to believe
I Choose to believe
“We pray and believe”, said Sabrina
And never give up hope
He won’t say Goodbye, there is no word in Cherokee for goodbye
He won’t say Goodbye, there is no word in Cherokee for goodbye
God is good
All the time
He's in control,
If it is your will to take my father, please make sure you
take care of my mom
I'll keep the faith,
But I really want my dad to stay here
I trust in His way,
I know your way is best even if it hurts us, we will be ok
Even when His face is hard to see,
Where are you? Why has this happened?
I choose to believe,
“We pray and believe”, said Sabrina
Chorus
I Choose to believe
We did another x-ray and didn’t see a spot on his lung, we aren’t sure what
happened?
And never give up hope
I know what happened
I know what happened
God is good
You better believe it
He's in control,
He isn’t done with my dad or any of us
I'll keep the faith,
I should have never doubted, I’m sorry, please forgive me
I trust in His way,
Because it is the only way
Even when His face is hard to see,
My dad saw heaven
I choose to believe,
And he is telling his story, and
even though he is weak, and can’t do what he’d like, God’s plan for him is
still in motion.
I choose to believe
Be still and know that I am GOD. I heard your prayers. I answer prayers.
Jesus, Jesus how I trust Him
How I prove Him over and over
Jesus, Jesus precious Jesus
Over grace to trust Him more